Prosecution!

Hi hope my friends.

Many are very upset about the large sums of money Sam the Destroyer took from me. These were life-changing sums for me, and I do not intend to explain the process again – read the book and psychology – but I have come across a very important thing in connection with the tragic consequence of the money in my individual life.

Because how would it have been for me , as a victim of the brutal psychological violence and some milder physical, if I had not been able to get the perpetrator prosecuted?

Admittedly, it is undeniable that the loss of my home and my savings, especially in light of my freelance business in the least lucrative of all; cultures, is a disaster that I have to deal with as long as I can now live in the footsteps of his deed. Visst. But the worst is not it. The worst thing was the psychological violence and what it did to me. The incomprehensible that is so difficult – ja, impossible to explain – so impossible that we who have been exposed to psychopaths all KNOW that it is NOT POSSIBLE to explain to others, while WE immediately feel that the person who has also been exposed UNDERSTANDS and there is no need to say more about it. It is NOT possible to talk about it and everyone who has been exposed KNOWS it but we try to explain it to others and then you have to take words. THAT's the worst. The psychological violence and what it did to me, towards my life, my daily life, my existence out in all directions, down into all depths and into every nook and cranny.

This is what everyone who has been exposed to psychopaths has to deal with. Plus the financial consequences in my case – and in the case of many others, but money is far from always involved.

But HOW would I have managed if I had not been able to get him prosecuted for the crime he committed against me, and get him convicted? Multiple, many times worse.

And the ONLY reason I could get him prosecuted and convicted is just the money. The amount of money also determines the classification of the crime as ROUGH. He was sentenced to three years in prison. Not six months, or community service, or two years. Three years.

Of course, he was not convicted at all for his method, for its systematic and intelligent degradation, inte alls – but only because he said the money would go to something it did not and because he obviously never intended to repay anything. NOT at all for the destruction he created within me- which was his weapon. And it's your inner self you have to live with, it is one's inner self that determines how one copes, if one can indulge in power and joy, affiliation and direction again.

Of course, he was also sentenced to pay back everything with interest – both to me and the other plaintiff – but we will not see the smoke of it, because he had no assets. There are countries, as Norway according to what I have heard, where the state goes in and compensates crime victims and then the culprit is instead guilty of the state which is more powerful than an individual, already exposed. Someone told me that if we had had that system in Sweden, public finances would have been vacuumed quickly and the economy would have collapsed. Lots of people, exposed to crime, never receives a penny in compensation, never receives damages. But I think society loses in the long run by not at least to some extent compensating the victims and then demanding the money from the perpetrators. The whole legal process costs money, but then the victims are left to fend for themselves, and many never get to their feet, get no help to get back : and what does IT cost? What does it cost in cash and in suffering?

It's bitter, men ändå… if he had NOT robbed me I could never have been right in court, never even been able to get him prosecuted.

I can say one thing; then I would have perished! Maybe not right away, but slowly.

Now some kind of balance could be achieved. Society stood by my side and judged him. Det är stort, in relation to how he behaved towards me in my home when I was extradited and exposed and he was more powerful than I really ever understood. THE JUDGMENT began my healing, my feeling that I am strong, my sense that I am worthy because I was right! Dessutom, if he had not been convicted, I would never have written the book. It was not until the verdict became final that I knew I was free to write it.

And it has benefited many others, already. And it will continue to do good. And that it benefits others – heals me. Except it was to some extent- possibly – healing to write it, though I'm not sure – it's mostly something others claim. Nej, it did not help me to write the book, it helped me see that it was needed.

So it was good, in this particular case, that he robbed me with his invisible unbearable weapons. But that's a terrible thought, that for the majority who are exposed to a person with psychopathic traits, it is not possible to have a prosecution brought and that no one ever listens to them, especially when I now know into the marrow how impossible it really is, really explain to others what has happened. The idea of ​​being stuck in it, is unbearable and I have GREAT respect for all the victims out there, who survived, which continues to assert the power of life. I wish from the bottom of my heart that their loved ones treat them with love, quiet understanding and respect for the diabolical battle – not infrequently also with physical violence – as they have endured.